I've decided to take my life. Nothing has gone right lately, I'm depressed and I've lost too many people that I love. I hope my death will take me to a better place. My buzznet page will now be the remains of my existence, but I'm not asking you to leave any comments. I will never get to read them anyway. I will delete all my friends and disable private messages so don't respond to this because it will not reach me.

I've always been unwanted and it was inevitable that it would end like this. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt or anyone who couldn't be fucked if i lived or died. I've wasted your time... I'm sorry. This is not faked and I'm not doing this for publicity. I'm serious and if you intend to mock my death there is nothing I can do about it.

I love you Pam. But i can't stand this suffering anymore. Maybe we will meet one day but I doubt it.

I will put an end to my self destructive destiny. And I want to say goodbye to you who care. I also want to say to my family that i hate you and you are already dead to me. This is the last you'll hear from me. 

†...Goodbye...†