April 10, 2007†...Goodbye...â€I've decided to take my life. Nothing has gone right lately, I'm depressed and I've lost too many people that I love. I hope my death will take me to a better place. My buzznet page will now be the remains of my existence, but I'm not asking you to leave any comments. I will never get to read them anyway. I will delete all my friends and disable private messages so don't respond to this because it will not reach me. I've always been unwanted and it was inevitable that it would end like this. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt or anyone who couldn't be fucked if i lived or died. I've wasted your time... I'm sorry. This is not faked and I'm not doing this for publicity. I'm serious and if you intend to mock my death there is nothing I can do about it. I love you Pam. But i can't stand this suffering anymore. Maybe we will meet one day but I doubt it. I will put an end to my self destructive destiny. And I want to say goodbye to you who care. I also want to say to my family that i hate you and you are already dead to me. This is the last you'll hear from me. †...Goodbye...â€
Posted on 04/10/2007 3:48 PM Comments (0)
October 16, 2006Guardians of my Soul....My heart is bleeding in so many places, so many times i have been hurt. You act like you dont care, you gaurdians of my soul. Your words sting and prick my skin, that which i have learned to ignore. Cant you see what i feel? Like an angel, you lie there sleeping forever, in your bed of isolation... Not hearing a word i say, selfishly you lie there, immobile with your self pity. But you have teached me not to feel and so i mirror what i see. To bury the razors in my skin, to let it out without a scream...
Posted on 10/16/2006 10:58 AM Comments (13)
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